Recalling the past and thinking about the past can easily lead to injury. Once the emotional floodgates are opened, all the past comes pouring out. I would never say thank you for the pain of the past. Who wants to suffer? No one wants to be like this. I prefer to live under the sun, and every bit of my body is filled with the breath of sunshine. So fresh, so beautiful. But what you've experienced is what you've experienced, and even God can't do anything about it, let alone me, the insignificant me.