Because I love to pester others to tell stories, I got to know Xia Ran in the story. This story is half true and half wishful thinking.
Xia Ran's mental state is a little bad. She didn't have parents who loved and cared for her when she grew up, but her aunt and family who loved her. She also has a sister Xu Qinghe whom she loves very much, a childhood sweetheart Shen Yuqing whom she loves very much, and several friends whom she loves very much.
Xia Ran lives a very self-conscious life, but is not unrestrained at all.
I changed the ending that I knew and imagined some details that I didn't know. I hope that Xia Ran in the story can be happier.