Maybe I don't really understand what love is. From the time I started to get into novels, something seemed to take root in my heart. Then I became more and more eager for novel-like feelings, the kind of meeting and ending of Cinderella, the prince and princess, and the more and more ingrained princess dream.
I can't remember exactly when I started to let go of this princess dream. Anyway, I haven't completely separated friendship and love into two parts. It doesn't mean that it will become clear as I grow up and become more sensible. On the contrary, it becomes more and more blurry. I don't know if anyone watching is like me. A friend of the opposite sex who has a close relationship suddenly has a partner. He holds hands in front of you and shows affection. He no longer eats and chats with you because he is afraid that the other party will misunderstand. So, is this friendship or love?
I don't understand, and I don't know, so I can only tell you what I have experienced, the feeling of being an unfulfilled lover above all friends.