If I can't waste my life on the person I like, then I would rather waste my life on myself.
I would rather loneliness embrace me and let me immerse myself in the beautiful loneliness of a person.
But I don't want to touch those bodies that I don't like, to respond to those words that I don't feel anything about, and to embrace those souls that I have never been moved by.
Love is an amplified freedom, but being with these people is a constant constraint for me.
——Excerpt
Dedicated to you and my best time.