It's ridiculous, who can know the things in this world, who can break them, even if you are an immortal, so what, you can't escape or let go.
This month, I am the God of Marriage. I count for him and she, but I cannot count my own marriage. I am worthy of him and her, but not worthy of my own husband. I am a matchmaker for the world, but I cannot tie my own red string. I originally thought that I was the one who controlled this marriage, so I would never be lonely. Later, with you by my side, I realized that it was my marriage that controlled me.
Even though I am the God of Marriage, without you by my side, I have the companionship of loneliness. Vaguely, I seem to see the door of love opening to me. I thought that I was a ruthless person, so that I could see countless loves and separations in the world. But I was wrong. There will never be ruthless people in the world. So what about immortals? Immortals and immortals are human after all. When I had an ordinary heart, I lost myself. I lost myself in this mortal world and was buried.
You are my calamity.