Xu Yiqing, a talented scholar from the Chinese Department of B University, has a handsome appearance and a melancholy temperament. He is not sociable and always blushes uneasily when he first meets a girl. He likes to be quiet on weekdays. When he has nothing to do, he only enjoys calligraphy and seal carving. By chance, I entered Double Ten High School for an internship. On the first day of my internship, I got acquainted with Su Ying, a senior girl in high school, because of seal cutting. Su Ying was a light in the school and would attract attention no matter where she went.
The passionate and lovely Su Ying and the melancholy and introverted Xu Yiqing began a years-long entanglement.
What they regard as sacred to each other is a taboo in the eyes of outsiders, so their greatest warmth is limited to words, their best tacit understanding is the intersection of their eyes, and their deepest memories are full of scars.
He was not good at words and once wrote "deep memories." He would like to bury the deepest love in his heart forever.
But on a drunken night, he said randomly, "I have never drank the strongest wine, but I have given up on the person I love most."
Passionate as she was, she once wrote with tears in her eyes: "I traveled across mountains and rivers for you, but I couldn't compete with her late arrival."
Once again, I was disheartened and said, "You said that the dusk was sultry, so I was willing to accompany you from sunrise to sunset; you said that the night was long, so I was willing to accompany you to confuse right and wrong; and then you said that I envied Tao Qian's seclusion in the world, so I dropped everything and prepared to accompany you to the end of the world. But in the end, why were you the only one planting beans in Nanshan?"
Asking the canal how to get such clarity, your whole life is just looking for your own source of living water.