A girl who doesn't believe in love spends her whole life loving a man she can't figure out. The surprise when you first meet, the sweetness when you are passionately in love, the worry and trembling when waiting, the indecision between love and non-love, the heartbreak when you are broken up, and the entanglement and pain of not being able to let go of someone, being hurt, being loved, being touched, and being abandoned and neglected.
Why don't you love me, why do I love you so much? Why do I have to give up and forget when I lose it? If I identify that it is you, no matter how you treat me, I will decide to stick to that eternal agreement alone, because you are the soul mate I want. Only by loving you can my life be motivated and meaningful.