I don't know what to do. I don't have any plans to come to this school. Seeing other people chatting and laughing makes me so envious! But I know I can't fit in among them. I grew up in an orphanage. Perhaps because of my congenital defect in both ears, I didn't like talking to other people very much. I was afraid that they would find out that I was deaf and couldn't hear anything. I've gotten used to being alone, as if no one would notice me anymore.