After so many years, her mood became calmer and calmer, and she gradually understood what he said about the beauty of women after the age of thirty. Yes, before the age of seventeen, I was not familiar with the world. Troubles are all self-righteousness. That kind of beauty is crystal clear without a trace of dust. In the following years, I walked through a bumpy road, met different people one after another, and struggled with sleepless nights from relationship to relationship. Then he was crushed by the huge gears of life. But slowly, slowly I got through it. As I approach thirty, everything has settled. Only then did I regain my strength, and the decadence faded away, becoming transparent and like Nirvana. The beauty at this time is sedimentary, mellow, and not harmful. So I finally understood myself, but I also forgot how to love others again.