Why would a woman who is called a "student tyrant and school beauty" want to destroy the good cards in her life? What does she want? Who can give it to her? Every time at a fork in the road in life, she always has to make a choice that goes against the future. Why does she do it? What did she gain and what did she lose along the way? Life is short, carpe diem, why doesn't she understand, but have you seen the heavy snail shells on her back? Who says you are not her? I'm not her? May you and I cherish what we have in front of us, no matter good or bad.