Born into a military family, he had no mother since he was a child and his father was indifferent. He wanted to become a soldier but his own conditions were poor and his dream of being a soldier was shattered. He dabbled in foreign languages, photography, journalism, medicine, and martial arts. He unexpectedly got the opportunity to join a secret force and participated in the task of destroying overseas organizations. In the end, he suffered physical and mental collapse. He faked his death and returned to China, hiding in the special forces. He had an ambiguous relationship with the captain. The accident was exposed, and he died alone. He returned to his lover and suffered all kinds of torture. . . . . .