You are destined to be alone when you are born, so "Qing" is the name given to you by your mother, and it is also the destiny given to you by your mother.
You lived to respect the will, and lived in hell, for revenge and to find your father, but you didn't have the heart for it.
Your left hand can turn over clouds, and your right hand can turn over rain. Destruction is your natural destiny.
You have always longed to awaken and end everything, but why were you hesitant? Forgot your mission?