After five years of suffering, do you know why I would rather look at you from afar and learn about you through various channels, but never dare to appear in front of you again? Because of your happiness, I don't want to see it with my own eyes. I'm afraid that I won't be able to control myself and use all means to destroy you who are happy now. The person who can stand by your side with integrity at all times reminds myself not to make the same mistake again... That will make us all worse than death...
In fact, everyone has a pain point in their heart that is very hidden. If you don't touch it, it will be gone. If you touch it, it will be unbearable suffering.