I had to go back to the "deep sea" to sing and dress up like a coquettish prostitute. At first, I only sold sex appeal. Every man who wanted to be smelly was obsessed with my body, so I regarded myself as a commodity. We went to different places to try different styles. It was as habitual and natural as three meals a day. The only side effect was that I had to mix in contraceptive pills. After taking the sleeping pills, they said I was very young and these desires were still like burning flames. Excessive indulgence can release the love and hate in my heart. I just felt that I had been accumulating loneliness for too long and needed to find a way to drain myself. It didn't matter how much money I had. How I hoped that I could cool down quickly, even if there was only a pile of devastated ashes left.
Conception: