Li Shengxian felt that he should hate Li Yanchu.
He should hate her, hate that she approached him so innocently and innocently, stayed by his side so timidly and bravely - and then made him fall in love with her.
What happens after that?
She left.
But he loves her so much.
Should he love her? Even after he knew that she had done all this deliberately and that it was all a disguise?
He still loves her.
He hated her for controlling his emotions so easily, and hated her for watching him with cold eyes and turning around to leave after he got stuck in the quagmire.
Hate her gentleness, hate her alienation.
He loved the focused look in her eyes when she looked at him, and how her innocent eyes only reflected his shadow when she smiled. She worked hard for him and suffered all kinds of grievances for him.
Love her passionately, love her coldly.
It's all fake. It's all lies.
Come back Yanchu, even if you don't love me.
I have always loved you.