At the time, I didn't understand that those emotions were just love. She was a little tighter than me, so I was relieved when she disappeared at first. Later, I was a little angry and didn't want to go to her first. When I realized it again, I no longer had any position or reason to go to her.
By the time I realized that the feeling was love, we had not been in contact for so long.
I thought this was just a man's possessiveness, a kind of dissatisfaction. I would find a girl I like and forget about her feeling.
Gradually, I came into contact with many girls, and I realized that no one loved me like that anymore, and no one was suitable for me that way anymore.
It turns out that no one can be like her, like a monster that grows out of her heart, so the right size, so inseparable, so irreplaceable.
I thought she was just excellent, and I just hadn't met anyone better. But the appearance of Zheng Qingqing gave me a hard slap in the face, letting me know that it has nothing to do with excellence, she is just good, and to me, there is nothing better.
I thought it was nostalgia for the past, but Zheng Qingqing came to see me, proving once again that she is truly irreplaceable to me.
A companion piece to the "Wandering Words" series, the heroine in the article is Pei Xuan, who is also Pei Pan in "Wandering Words".
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