Forbearing and clearly seeing all the pain, he knew that the disguised happiness was always fragile, and that bleak smile would become even more ferocious after falling apart. But the wasteland in his heart, the unsustainable desire to survive, requires that person to always be by his side. No matter how evil, cruel, crazy, domineering and desperate he is, he can never let go of that gossamer warmth. Therefore, he could only choose to perish. Even if the other side was the fire of hell, he faced it with a smile...