If you take the initiative for a long time, you will get tired and you will become dependent on other people's initiative. You can see what he has done for you, and you will be touched when he shows up time and time again when you need him.
You are getting closer to the world, but you find that the person in your heart is getting further and further away. He begins to become a stranger, making you more dependent on the person who has always been good to you.
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