Every giving up is nirvana, starting again is not rebirth. She fell into a whirlpool of emotions, spinning around helplessly in the center of the whirlpool, but she could never escape this cycle of misery. If family affection is a shackle that tightly binds her to dreams, then love is a well-deserved prison. She was moved by love and committed a crime called pornography, so she has to serve her life in the prison of love.