I have lived for a thousand years and studied for a thousand years, but what have I learned?
I read one volume after another in the Sanqing Pavilion, but in the end I still watched my senior brother die. Why?
Everyone is better than me, why does the leadership fall on me?
There is also Changxi, which is always out of reach.
Why?
What's the use of keeping these so-called rules and regulations?
Who will tell me?