Can't Live Without You

Luo Xuan reported that Xiang Yang was sleeping soundly on the table, with his forehead and nose pressed against the table, and drool came out of his mouth drop by drop, flooding the entire table. Bajibaji was munching on chicken legs when he heard someone calling him: "Xiang Yang, Teacher Xiang Yang is calling you." When Xiang Yang raised his head and looked at the blackboard in confusion, he saw the clean and dazzling Luo Xuan through his squinted eyes! Right! Dazzling, there was only one word in Xiangyang's mind at that time, it was not dazzling, not eye-catching, but dazzling! Compared with Luo Xuan's clean and dazzling look, Xiang Yang at this time was really sloppy and dazzling! Because he was sleeping on the table, Xiangyang's forehead and the tip of his nose were red. There was drool hanging from the corner of his mouth that he couldn't wipe off in time, and one of his two noses blew out bubbles! "Xiangyang, you're sleeping again!" The class teacher's questioning tone didn't contain much anger or blame. On the contrary, it contained some pampering! "Xiang Yang, he will be your new deskmate from now on. You can't bully him in the future, you know!" Xiang Yang stood up quickly and saluted, "Yes! I will obey the party's instructions!" . The bubbles blown by the snot exploded instantly, causing roars of laughter! Luo Xuan frowned and walked over with his schoolbag! A long desk for two people! Half of Xiang Yang's desk was already occupied by saliva. Luo Xuan stuffed his schoolbag into the hole in the desk in disgust and huddled in the corner of the desk as far away from Xiang Yang as possible! Luo Xuan only occupied less than a quarter of the huge table, and his small body curled up, revealing an indifference and loneliness that was inappropriate for his age! Xiangyang could feel the aura of "keep away from strangers" radiating from Luo Xuan. He quietly moved to Luo Xuan and asked in a low voice: "My name is Xiangyang, which is the sun-facing yang of the sunflower. My grandma said that this name means facing the sun and leaving the shadow behind. What is your name... Oops?" Before the word could be uttered, the head teacher's chalk tip accurately landed on Xiangyang's head. He stuck out his tongue at Luo Xuan and moved back to his position. What Luo Xuan didn't expect was that many years later, he would forget Xiang Yang's appearance, forget Xiang Yang's voice, and even when every detail of Xiang Yang's words began to blur, he still remembered the first words Xiang Yang said to him: Sunflower's sun, face the sun, and leave the shadow behind! The 10-year-old Luo Xuan relied on these words and Xiangyang to give him a touch of warmth to survive in that home! Live a prosperous life! After school, Xiang Yang followed Luo Xuan and asked Luo Xuan's name again and again, "I already told you my name, you should tell me your name." "The heroes in the world will tell each other their names when they meet for the first time." "Hey, if you don't tell me, I will call you a bitch from now on." Luo Xuan turned around angrily and glared at him, but Xiang Yang simply couldn't understand the angry look in his eyes, and looked at him with his big white teeth. "Luo Xuan" Luo Xuan dropped the word "Luo Xuan" and turned around and left. Xiang Yang still followed Luo Xuan with a bang: "Which luo and which xuan? Why call it Luo Xuan? Why don't you call it Luo Ye? Fall." Luo Xuan suddenly stopped, and Xiang Yang didn't react in time and bumped into Luo Xuan's back. Fortunately, the snot had been wiped clean, otherwise he wouldn't be able to afford the compensation for staining such clean and beautiful clothes, Xiang Yang thought while rubbing his nose. "Why are you still following me?" Luo Xuan asked loudly with obvious displeasure. "I didn't follow you, I just went home." Sure enough, he guessed correctly, the broken green brick house next to his small building that was about to collapse was the home that Xiang Yang mentioned. Can that be called a home? A pig's nest is more or less the same, Luo Xuan sneered! Ever since I can remember, Luoxuan has lived in villas and houses with gardens and lawns. At the worst time, he lived in a community room with an area of ​​more than a hundred square meters. This two-story building was already reluctantly accepted. His mother told him that he could move back to the city after living here for a while. He would live in a bigger and more beautiful house than before, with a garden, lawn and swimming pool. Eight-year-old Luo Xuan didn't understand why his mother wasn't happy at all when she said this again. She just told him over and over again that she would go back, and then looked out the window with empty eyes. Ever since he found out that his new deskmate lived next door to him, Xiang Yang was so happy that he could go to school and go home together, and they could also do homework together. After finishing homework, they could catch crickets and dig out bird's nests together. The fish in the creek at the head of the village also grew up... Xiang Yang didn't know why he was so happy when he mentioned playing with Luo Xuan. Tokiya went with other friends in the village, but every time in the middle of the play, he had just touched the bird's nest, was about to collect the fishing net, and had just taken off his pants... The voices of parents calling their children to eat floated over, "Sanwazi, go home for dinner, the stewed meat today, the dumplings made today." Every time, he was left alone to look at the spoils and not know what to do. There is only one grandma in Xiangyang's family. Children of this age love to play, so they don't usually take care of her. Moreover, Xiangyang is very sensible. As long as he can do all the work at home, he will basically take care of it. When he hears his parents calling their children to go home for dinner, Xiangyang will always think of his parents. Xiangyang's parents died in a car accident when Xiangyang was 5 years old! The perpetrator took a sum of money and settled the matter privately. Xiangyang, who was 5 years old, didn't know what death was. He only knew that he would never see his parents again. He was sad for a long time! Xiangyang began to think about how to get Luo Xuan to play with him since he and Luo Xuan were at the same table. "Let's go home together after school. Let's catch crickets. Let's go fishing..." Xiangyang tried his best to get Luo Xuan's silence! Stay away from me! Are you annoyed? Luo Xuan didn't have the slightest fondness for Xiang Yang, who took the initiative to show his affection. He even felt disgusted with this class, this school, this town. Luo Xuan wanted to move out quickly, far away from this dirty place. He hated Xiang Yang even more. He hated him so much that he wanted to go to school and go home with him. Xiang Yang kept talking along the way, which made Luo Xuan want to gag him with a cloth. Finally, with Xiang Yang's perseverance, Luo Xuan agreed to go fishing with him in the small river at the head of the village. "Really, let me tell you, there are really many fish in the river. There are so many, not so many." Xiangyang excitedly explained to Luo Xuan that there were many fish in the river. He gestured with his hands to make a big basin gesture, but felt that there were too few, so he stretched his arms straight to form a larger circle. Luo Xuan looked at Xiang Yang with disdain, but actually he was nervous and expectant. After all, he was a kid from the city, so how could he play wild things in the countryside. The river at the head of the village cannot be called a river, at best it can be called a ditch! On both sides of the river! No, there are lush aquatic plants and stones on both sides of the ditch. The river water is very clear, and the sunlight is shining on it. You can clearly see the aquatic plants on the bottom of the water and the occasional fish swimming by. Luo Xuan followed Xiangyang to a relatively flat stone. "I will put the fishing net in later. When we leave here, I will take you to pick fruits to eat! Okay?" Luo Xuan was so focused on watching Xiang Yang casting his net to catch fish that he didn't even hear what he was saying, so he reflexively replied "Okay".