This rare novel tells the story of a little-known life of a young man studying. The main task of this work is young college students in their twenties. The story is set in the Lixiahe Plain in northern Jiangsu. The background of the story is 2003 as an important node. All the joys, sorrows and joys between them are related to love and ideals. Whether it is the ups and downs of love, or the conflict between ideals and reality, they are hesitant and infatuated, they lose their persistence, and they often give in and retreat when they boldly imagine. The unique life of this generation of college students is a unique story of miserable life that no one else has had in other places, other times, and will never have again. Their fall is closely related to their characters and the background of the times. Their tragedy has been reflected from the beginning and enveloped them, but they had to sink deeper into it step by step. Although they extricated themselves, they became increasingly sad because of their struggle.