I've been struggling sadly
But no one saw it, no one believed it
"Loneliness and disgust" became everything to me
I want to become stronger, I just want to become stronger
So, I died because I couldn't be satisfied, I still felt that I was too weak
It lamented for me and gave me life again
This time, it clearly told me, "Don't lose yourself anymore, come back."
I refused again. Here, I still choose to "live hard and die gloriously"
Even if God is in front of me, I still believe that the world will not stop here
And, I'm just looking for the "end" in being lost