He loved him, but was afraid to say it, and kept hiding his feelings. He was afraid that he would leave, so he never dared to say it.
From friends to lovers, he couldn't accept it. He thought brothers were brothers, but everything changed after that night.
He was sick, and he was in agony because he had triggered the illness he had years ago. He knew that everything was over, and as long as he got better, he was willing to let go.
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