I have had the desire to write novels since I was a child. I wrote it when I got older, but gave up. Now I have started writing again, but the essence has changed. In the past, I wrote novels because I wanted to write novels, but now my starting point and purpose have slowly changed with the passage of time.
Although it's not much, I still have the urge and idea to fulfill my childhood wish, so I decided to write this book. People will always change slowly, but fortunately, books can keep me as I am now. If I don't write some things now, in a few years or even more, I may never be able to write about this feeling again, because youth is not as mature as society in the first place. It is more about some of the absurd and even ridiculous things we have done in the past, doing things without considering the consequences, and being full of all kinds of childishness and extremes. Unfortunately, not everyone can have the so-called beautiful youth described in books. Most of us just spend spring and summer after spring and summer in inaction and textbooks. Then at a certain moment, unknowingly, we say goodbye to our youth in the blink of an eye. Many regrets are too late to make up for, but there is nothing we can do, because if we miss it, we will never come back.
It's best now, don't wait until the future is long.
Time is hard to keep, only old friends are gone and never returned.
I want to go back to those absurd years again, what about you?