Have you ever been in a relationship where love is greater than self-esteem? Even if it is a secret love for one person, secretly and silently, he is an abyss that you cannot jump out of, a demonic obstacle that you cannot forget even if you want to, and the person you hope to be by your side every midnight when you dream back. You know yourself better than he knows himself. You hurt him and feel pain for him, and you are still happy to do so.
So has he ever hurt you? Has it stabbed you in the heart? Has it torn off the skin you pretended to have layer by layer? Has it knocked down the wall you built with self-esteem again and again? When love turns into unforgettable hatred, when your perceived mistakes are overturned, God gives you a chance to make a new choice. Should you cut off all your wishful thinking or continue to sink? This is such a story I want to tell you.