How Safe Is This?

She thought everything was fine, her longing was like a stream flowing eastward, and everything went as it should. But I don't want things to be unpredictable. 1. When he was very young, he fantasized about what his mother-in-law was like. How was she compared to the empress? Fat or thin? Tall or short? Beautiful or ugly? He couldn't even imagine it, because he couldn't even remember a shadow. Compared with other princes, life in the palace was a bit difficult, but his master secretly helped him a lot. Practice every day, day by day, and life is not that difficult. He doesn't know whether he has been tempered by life, or whether his feelings have always been shallow. Hatred has never been a part of the shallow emotions in his heart. It seems that there is nothing intolerable even if the parents are there. No prince had ever come to trouble him. He knew that they were all busy learning civil and military strategies, busy trying to please the father on the golden throne, and busy getting a posthumous edict after his father's death, announcing that one of them would be the next emperor. And he had never been interested in it. Especially when he escaped from the palace in private and accidentally heard that his father was being coerced by the ministers to make certain decisions in the main hall. At that moment, he suddenly felt that the so-called Ninth Five-Year Master was very pitiful. It didn't matter if he had the power of the world. Not every decision he made was as he wanted. Are you living this life for glory or wealth? For fame or power? His mother-in-law also worked hard, but was eventually sent to a royal temple for life. In fact, he felt that it was much better for her than the palace. 2. Before she was three years old, she always thought that Master was her only relative in the world. Because there is only Master beside her. When she was three years old, she sneaked down the mountain and went to the market in a small town below. It was very lively there, and among the bustling crowd, she heard a little girl shouting, "Daddy, I want to eat candied haws on a stick." She was surprised, what is daddy? She stood there and thought for a long time, but to no avail. When she was about to leave, she heard a little boy shout, "Mother, I want to eat candied haws." She was still surprised, what is mother? Why do you always have to eat candied haws when looking for your father and mother? Are candied haws delicious? She watched the little girl licking the red string and walked past her. She saw the gentle and beautiful smile on the face of the person called mother. Involuntarily, she walked up to the vendor selling candied haws, and stared unblinkingly at the countless red bunches in front of the vendor. "Can I have a taste?" "Little girl, a string costs two cents. Have you brought any money?" She had no money, so she finally exchanged a porcelain bottle containing detoxification pills for a bunch. Licking it, it's sweet. Take a bite, it's sour. Is it tasty? She doesn't know either. Is this supposed to be delicious? Back on the mountain, she asked her master what father and mother were and why every child seemed to have one but not her. The master touched her head and said, you will understand when you grow up. But the master didn't tell her how old she is.