Quan Zhilong, When I Meet You, I Am Always a Loser

Is it a trick of fate or a destined farce? Why do I become you after you die? Quan Zhilong, when I meet you, I am destined to be a loser. Who laid the traps step by step to make me fall one by one? Li Shengxian, I'm sorry, it seems I can't accompany you anymore. Who am I, Li Xiajing, or Li Xiayan? I can't bear it anymore Please, save me