Maybe it's a good thing to hide it from him all my life, but I want to show him a more real me. It doesn't matter whether I like it or not. This is loyalty to my friends.
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"I once loved you silently and hopelessly, enduring both shyness and the torment of jealousy; I once loved you so sincerely, so tenderly, and I hope God gives you something as solid as mine." - Pushkin
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It was conceived a long time ago [probably, but I haven't written it yet, and I've been procrastinating. Now I'm going to dig a hole in it.
Ah... I don't have time to write an article [cigarette]