In kindergarten, you were playing wildly and I was reading; while you were playing group games like throwing handkerchiefs, I silently walked to the grass in the backyard alone and started digging for earthworms alone.
Later, when we entered elementary school, I couldn't jump rubber bands, didn't like dolls, and didn't like hopscotch. I liked to do my own thing alone.
However, since you became my deskmate in the first grade of elementary school, I have gradually changed uncontrollably.
Until the third grade of elementary school, there was another you in my world.
Later, my suspected autism slowly recovered, and there were more people around me, but I only had you in my heart. At that time, I always felt that you were my only friend and you could never leave me.
How do I control the strong possessive desire for you in my heart? What you did hurt my heart.
Why do I have such feelings about Fa Xiao!
I am a coward, and my fragile heart just wants to escape.
I got into a school that she couldn't get into, and she was sent abroad because she didn't get into that school.
Why, I don't even have the courage to go to the airport to see you off.
Oh, I have always been a coward!
Oh! Am I really autistic?