When I came to the human world, I never thought about what kind of deck of cards I had in my hands. The hazy and ignorant spiritual consciousness lived in shapes and colors. The flow of light and shadow, and the changes of time, transformed me into different appearances one by one. I don't know the past life or the future life. My innate disposition has allowed me to suffer endless suffering or experience extraordinary happiness in this world. When the dust settles, I, who have suffered so much, can laugh loudly when facing death. I am no longer afraid of the afterlife.