He would always run to the temple, without saying a word, and stay like that all night, not afraid, just looking at the Buddha statue, like a pious gesture, just looking at it, as if if he kept looking at it, something miraculous would happen. In fact, he himself knew that nothing would happen, and it would be the same as usual, and nothing would change. Maybe it was just the time that changed.
When someone asked him why, he just lowered his eyes and pursed his lips, but remained pale and silent. Yes, why? He clearly knows that nothing will happen, so what is he obsessed with...
But he felt that this was the most correct thing he had ever done in his life. He met that person, met those people, those things...
I'm a little greedy, but that's not okay. People will hate you:
"I can wash clothes, I can cook, I can also clean, I can do everything, can you please, don't drive me away..."
