Finally, Mai Tang wrote in his diary:
If there is a next life, let me love you
If there is a next life, please love me instead
I don't hate you, nor do I feel that you have failed me in this life. Because I know that in this life, you have loved me, whether it is false or false, it is enough.
Likewise, I will never love you again.
That day on the bus, I saw two puppies playing together, one white and one black. The black one started running while the white one started to chase. The black one ran faster and faster. The white one suddenly stopped chasing and walked back. The black one also stopped after running for a while, looked at nothing behind him, and walked back silently.
Do you think this looks like love? If one person pursues you relentlessly, the other person will be confident and not care. And when you love in a measured way instead of relying on you, he will understand how important you are.
I've been like this my whole life.
Gu Yijun, he may know that he made Mai Tang experience what may be the most failed love at first sight in the world.
Mai Tang, she never knew that she had let down too many people unintentionally, and that it was no longer possible to be together in deep love.
Waiting for the next life, waiting for good times.
Wait until all the disappointments are no longer disappointments.
All regrets will no longer be regrets.