The jade furnace was lingering and there was even more noise. I lay on the soft couch and just wanted to fall asleep. Really tired. Those who love me have been hurt by me, and those I love have been destroyed by my own hands. Along the way, if you want to blame me, it's God's will.
If I could do it all over again, I really just want to live peacefully as the daughter of a teacher in that small village...