In reality, I fell in love with a boy. He is not handsome, but to me he is the prettiest. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder (silly laugh)
Because I have a secret love, and I am quite awkward. I am afraid that others will see that I like him, so I have always been indifferent to his activities. Now, I seem to have lost him. I don't know where he is, what score he got, what university he went to, or whether he is still on good terms with her. I don't know any of it. I really, completely, completely lost him.
The real me and him have never interacted again, so I want to give the fantasy me a chance to stay by his side (wry smile)
The article is not too sad, I will try my best to write it, I don't ask you to like it, this is the end of my secret love.
Note: The names of the people in the article were made up by me. Any similarities with reality are purely coincidental (bow)