At that moment, you looked so soft; at that moment, I looked so strong.
At that moment, you exuded refreshing warmth; at that moment, I endured the coldness all over my body.
Perhaps the illness magnified my vulnerability, or perhaps the longing of silence for many years accumulated my dreams. No matter what, please believe in the hot blood that bursts out of the rock this time. That rare and once vague persistence now stands in a clearly visible place like a monument.
Stay in the direction you will walk in.
It turns out that I don't know what it means to care and what it means not to care about. It turns out that I know everything.
Please kiss me with all your heart...
Please listen to me carefully...
That day, I seemed to suddenly see my former self, and disgust rose from the bottom of my heart. It felt like being hung up and beaten, and the beating was done with a gag. I could only whimper but not shout. The torture was not for confession, but only for punishment.
I can only say to myself that I have done too many evil things and I deserve it.
When I can't find myself, I can't find you either. I'm so scared that I call out your name until you answer, until you answer...
I'm going to find a beautiful bottle, collect your goodies bit by bit carefully, hang it around my neck, and walk on the street, proudly like a child with a small red flower on his chest, laughing and smiling to meet all the envious eyes.
I want to find the place where I can see the white clouds floating and the river flowing. With you and your full wishes, I will stand on the top of the mountain, facing the sun, singing loudly, and warming all the desolation with my deep love.
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