"I thought I could live a cold life so that I wouldn't hurt others or myself.
"Beautiful things like sunshine are not something that people like me who walk in the dark can expect.
"Having experienced the warmth of heaven, can you really endure the coldness of hell?
"I never got it, so I don't want it. But if you get it, you will greedily want more.
The dream disappears when you wake up.
So please let me dream a little longer.
In the past, you and I were fine with gold and stone, but now you and I are separated from each other by the destruction of stars and light.