My name is He Yixuan, I'm 17, I don't have a high IQ or EQ, and I don't have many hobbies. I like to stay at home and write, but I'm definitely not an otaku. I just like to be quiet and alone sometimes, or go out and sing with friends occasionally, ha? What's so special about it, you ask? Kindness? Is it special to like a man? I like to observe every move of a man. You ask me why? In fact, I can't figure it out either? It's also weird. In short, I think I am very ordinary. I ride a bicycle to school every day, go home after school, and after returning home, I have to study in the evening. After reviewing in the evening, I go home to sleep. Isn't it very regular? You envy me? It's strange, I hate this kind of life, but since I first met you, my destiny has changed drastically. Yes, the first moment I saw you, I wanted to own you and occupy you, but I will always be like an idiot in front of you. Gu Xin, please acquiesce in your approval and let me love you once, so you must love me too. In my relationship, I don't want to be hurt, stimulated or sad at all. I am going crazy when you are not here. Gu Xin... Gu Xin, I'm so tired, why can't I have you. I want to face the real you and say frankly that I love you. If you really don't love me, I can leave, but please don't make me cry, because I am not the sun and will never cry.