It shouldn't be you, who came from thousands of people and promised me the blue sea and sky, but eventually turned into a mirage
It shouldn't be me who has to bear the heart-breaking pain and the sorrow of forgetting for no reason.
I shouldn't have made a mistake because of my infatuation, I shouldn't have lived forever, I shouldn't have tempted you,
So, if there is an afterlife
Please let me pass, be a fish, be the missed lotus under your arms.
We have exhausted all the things we should not have done, and what is left is nothing but mistakes, and we cannot complain.