I have asked many people, if you could go back in time, what period would you want to go back to? The most common answer was from childhood, "Carefree and innocent, thinking that the whole world was born for me."
I asked Lu Yu, and she said that when she was in junior high school, when she was young, she owed someone something, but now she wants to pay him back, but she can't.
Lu Yu asked me, I said high school.
I used to think that those were the most difficult years. I was faced with the pressure of going to school every day and couldn't even lift my head. When I raised my head and saw the expectant eyes of my parents, I lowered my head again. But those were the most unscrupulous years. Because of the loneliness in my heart, I felt that it was natural to accept other people's feelings and care, and it was natural to lose my temper casually. But now, I no longer dare to accept it or express it. Everything, everything, and feelings have a price, and they are not something that can be easily accepted and paid for.
Of course I didn't tell Lu Yu that, I just said that I won't be lonely until then.
So the two of us continued to drink beer in the wind on the ninth floor balcony, letting the night shroud us and turn into a black swan quilt, soothing us to sleep.