The first throbbing is sweet. She had a gloomy upbringing and had been trying to escape from her parents. She had never felt loved since she was a child, until she met him and he promised her a sweet dream. She loves him and is loved by him, which is the most beautiful thing in the world.
But there is not only joy in the emotional world, but also tears, sadness, and endless loneliness. She wanted to give him the best things in the world, and he... Should do the same! She humbly tried to change into what he liked, but he hurt her again and again. She knew that a moth was attracted to a flame, but she couldn't help but sink. Just because he once said "I love you forever", but is it really a lifetime?