I want you to hold my hand, stand on the top of the sky, and watch all living beings become disillusioned and eventually return to reincarnation together.
I am the tears of blood shed by the sky in its grief.
I am the red karmic fire that burns brightly when the Three-legged Golden Crow is furious.
I'm wild to the core.
I don't understand what love is in this world. I only know that the Fox God told me that she has been carefree and indifferent all her life because her dream is out of reach on the top of the snow sea. She silently kept her dream for half her life: to be a fox, to be persistent. Then, "Si'er, what do you want?"... Me? I lowered my head. I have a secret that I haven't told Master. My dream is a face. In his pupils under his long eyelids, I can see the nine-sky galaxy as quiet and vast as the ice of fairy grass. I once entered the Yaoji Palace, quietly swept his clothes with my tail, and watched the ever-changing crimson sky with steaming clouds and rosy clouds all night long. I stayed with him for a long time, and he lived in my heart. Master, does this count as liking it?
I can't see his heart, but I know he has me in his eyes, he is willing to take me by his side, he tolerates me, he always thinks of me, and he likes me. But he didn't say. I didn't say anything, I didn't understand, and I wasn't willing to, so I just waited.
I cried in the cage and laughed in the blood.
The world calls me crazy, the world calls me a disaster.
Like Master, I am passionate, but with arrogance, I think there are only two emotions in this world: like and dislike. Slowly, as I see more about people's minds, I understand that this world is very complicated, but I always think that I am the smartest, so I would like to trample under my feet those who harm me or those who want to harm me, and turn them into ashes. In the end, it is just a mess. Even though I won, I felt disappointed. In the confusion and chaos, I realized that what I really wanted was him. Fortunately, he never left. He quietly watched me grow up, watched me get rid of chaos, stretched out his hand to me, and said to me... I like you.
I've been waiting for a long time.
I want you to hold my hand and stand on the top of the sky.