For Xiaoan, Life Has No Meaning (GL)

Ni Xiaoan has been different from others since he was a child. Most other people have happy families, but her parents quarrel every day. Others like to play with dolls, but she doesn't. Everyone else had their own little groups, but she was always by herself. Others were always smiling, but she had no expression on her face. The composition topics were often "My Family" and "My Dream", which she found extremely boring. She has no dreams, and she doesn't think there is any meaning in living. Conception: