This is an endless secret love, maybe I should give up early, but God seems not to want me to get rid of it early, and actually let me run into him again.
You are obviously a straight man but you want to accept him. What a joke, I don't want you to step into my path.
This is an awkward story about a man who has low self-esteem and is attacked by a secret love for Sunshine. A straight man is forced to give in. Let's see how the straight man prefers to face feelings with low self-esteem.
In the full text, there are a few passers-by, a few buddies, a few couples...