The intense love can't withstand the coldness at the moment of turning around. It's not that I'm not sure, but I just don't dare to be persistent and hurt others and myself. With an ending like that, how can I be sure of its meaning.
She once told herself that if their initial encounter could happen again, then the person she wanted to see more of was not herself. She will insist on being herself, not wanting to have someone to rely on, maybe find someone to marry who I don't love but loves me, and then live a plain life, neither sad nor happy, just right. In that kind of life, one will not stray into trivial matters again because of gains and losses, just because a person is ups and downs, getting further and further away from the original self. But only himself sank.