Everything seems to be under control
Yet nothing can be grasped
Just like the female supporting role in the movie
Even I feel disgusting
But this is fate
Things that others can easily have
But you have to try your best to fight for it
I lack too much
So I can only exchange it with the only dignity I have.
But maybe you won't understand until the end
What I need most is his love
I unexpectedly got
But he destroyed him with his own hands
Who will tell me if it can still be saved?
——Chen Dongqian
Fall in love with someone you shouldn't love
It's like tasting a fruit you shouldn't eat
It's obviously bitter, astringent and poisonous
But couldn't help but bite it
Clearly knowing her true purpose
You should love her regardless of your own safety.
In fact, I just want her to truly love me once
only once
I am enough
But even such a wish has become a delusion and cannot be touched
You will still get tired after all.
Too tired
I don't want to make any more meaningless efforts
Don't think about it anymore.
——Xiao Yang