Life is inherently good, death is not evil.
There are no coincidences in the world, an encounter is an encounter.
If the world were like this, could you still bear it?
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That night, that coldness, that darkness, clung to me like seaweed, not that I didn't dare to face it but that I couldn't face it.
I had nightmares for a year and woke up every night in the middle of the night. The pajamas on my body and the pillows on the bed were wet with cold sweat. The scarlet color always lingers in front of my eyes for a long time. In the first year, I almost went crazy at night. Every night I would put countless lights in the room. The lights were even brighter than during the day, and sometimes my eyes hurt.
Five years have passed and I can sleep normally like a normal person. However, I have never dared to touch that memory. I was escaping, but I was frantically collecting relevant information as if I was masochistic. Maybe I'm crazy because I don't know why I'm looking for something I don't even want to touch. ————Mo Ziyu