Ruochu, you have always been my only one from before to now, but I never thought that time would become the poison of love. It erodes silently until you leave me. I want to make up for it but can't find a way. Can you tell me what it takes for you to come back to me? Can you give me a chance to pursue you again?
I don't know when I started falling in love with you, maybe it was the first time you cried on my shoulder, or something happened after we met. But when I mustered up the courage to confess to you, you said there was no room in your heart to love someone, and I said I could wait, but what if you want me to be the first to go in when there is room in your heart? You said yes! So I have been waiting, but can you not keep me waiting?