In 2008, you said you loved me. At that time, I didn't believe it. I didn't want to, so I said it would be better for us to be friends. Five years, and there are several five years in life. One day, a long, long time ago, I knew you had a girlfriend. She easily told you to kneel on the washboard. That kind of intimacy is a warmth that is hard for me to get. No matter what, I did love you.