What cannot be retained in the long journey of life is the scattered time. When I wrote this story and planned to publish it, I chose the novel category as the subject matter. This should not be considered a novel. They are just some realistic stories based on my own life and growth experience. There is no focus. Each article should be said to be independent when taken alone. Even if there is a connection, the connection in the middle is minimal. These stories record my childhood, my student days, some things after I started working, and my love for music or singing. In summary, they include confusion, helplessness, loneliness, and youth and life. I wrote them down for everyone to see. I'm gay. I hope that friends who read these stories can learn something from my experience that can help you in your life, whether you are straight or gay.